i gotta feeling

Have you ever had that feeling that things will be ok? Even though your world crashed down around you from your own choices? That's where I am right now. It's been four months since Josh & I separated & two since we divorced. We're both moving on & I'm in a good place now. But I still can't help feeling shock every now & then, knowing the comfortable, albeit unhappy, marriage we had & life we lived is over for good. I miss him sometimes & probably will for a while. I miss what I wanted when we first got married. I'm not sure where my life is headed or what I even want, so I am taking it one day at a time, seeing what I create. Ciao.